Lost In Thought.

I'm done ... I'm done with myself... Not like sucidal .. I'm done with being down ... I'm done with being overweight ... I'm TIRED if making C's ... It's time to push myself .. I use to blame " you" but I can't ... I did this to myself .. It's time for me to get over this ... At times I wonder if I ever ment anything to you .. Why didn't you stay? Why don't you call me ?? These are questions in my head everyday when I wake up ... See I just think it's because since there has been no one else since us and maybe that's why I'm depressed .. I blame my weight about my guy problems ... Shouldn't I blame myself ? I think I need to love myself before others. I just I don't know ...
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Jan 9, 2013