Brain Meltdownhi im a guy late thirties straight and i think i have thought so hard its screwed my brain up. i used to analyze everything what will i wear how much will that cost what do i look like am i ugly? what will i do when i get in, maybe its a sign of a nervous unconfidant person.
i always was on the outside "never was i one of the boys" the loser in the corner through school, girls would never look at me.
so i found it hard to get women in my twenties, i got to 32 and i had a big fit a big seizure upstairs one night, i went to hospital
they put it down to stress so a month later i had a big fit again in my room, they then said i had developed epilepsy and i have had it since.
so i dont know if i screwed up my brain myself or i just developed it.so i have 3 to 4 small seizures a month, thats now, 5-6 years ago i used to have big fits in the street etc i would fall and hit my head. i have tried about 20 different meds but none of them work.my mom says i could of brought it on with my lifestyle does anybody have any clues?