I think about this alot lately. My wife isnt unattractive, or overweight, shes a fox, sex fantastic, unhuman, her personality has changed though,in the nine years we have been together. She used to be a free spirit no fear. Now she just worries and questions. I used o feel like a man with her, warrior, beast, now im just a shadow of that person, i used to defend her honor at every turn. Now im defending myself.