I Want To Be A Starfish

sometimes I want to live forever sometimes I hope I never wake up. Depends on my mood. I want to live longer now that i see there is a potential to change things. When I die I hope I become a mindless starfish that floats around in outerspace not worrying about anything or knowing what that is. But most likely nothing will happen. I hope there is no heaven or hell. I think one good lifetime as a human is enough.
I used to fear death a lot and I still think about it. I'm just not obsessed with it like I used to be. I am still afraid of the unknown. Maybe I will always be scared of dying. I wish I was born a starfish they don't even know they're going to die.
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22-25, F
Oct 27, 2011