Hidden Emotion...or A Horrible Ending

I take everyday and treat it like a piece of glass. I try to be delicate with it. Knowing that if i said that wrong thing it could shatter in my face and cut into a million pieces. Everyday since THAT DAY is exactly how I've treated my time. I know i must sound pathetic saying i want to die but its true, i cant hide how i truly feel i honestly feel like im dying from the inside out. and i hide it well. not even my girlfriend knows how i truly feel. nor will i tell her. I wonder how long i will be able to be like this. forever? or until i take a bottle of pills and down a **** ton of beer.
sadbaby103 sadbaby103
18-21, F
Jan 23, 2013