Can't Help But Wonder

i cant help but wander what it would be like if i wasn't here anymore, for all of the people around me. i know some would be upset, my friends and maybe some of my family (even though they dont act like it) but i also know that alot of people couldnt care less, and it would come to them as more of an inconvinience rather than a loss. then there will be some who it wont effect at all. i dont like thinking about things like this, but i cant help the thoughts going through my head, its like i dont have any control over them, so they keep on coming back over and over.....sometimes you just cant help but want to act on them.
sezy sezy
18-21, F
Aug 17, 2007