Its a pretty long story... but im 19 now, and all my life i've lived with my mum and dad, i'm an only child... i get on fine with my mum, but ive never had a relationship with my dad, he knows nothing about me, he never trys to talk to me make an effort to do anything with me, he talks about me in third person to mum when im sitting in the same room, even tho mum has told him to talk to me, we could sit in the same room for two hrs and not word would be spoken. Its horrible what should have been a lovely relationship of love and security, is nowhere to be seen. I visit my friends and see them interact with their dads, and notice what it should be like, what i'm missing out on. Id rather not have a dad atal. I refer to him as a lodger, he's only really in the house to eat and to sleep.