I think about God all the time. I wonder what exactly are his mechanics for running things. Is he some crazy old man pulling the levers and switches of the universe? Is he some overarching universal force that is impossible to detect? Haha is he a she? Or something in between? Is he still on his seventh day of rest from creating the universe? Will he wake up? Most of all I wonder if he's pissed that we commit awful acts of prejudice, judgement, and hate fiiled crimes in his name. I have all these questions and I've found very few answers. I've decided all the science and philosophy in the world will never be enough. I think that's his point. Without faith I am nothing. To know, to REALLY know, just might be disasterous. All I know is to follow my heart, and to do right as to my best judgement.