I think about god alot. I wonder what is my purpose and if I'm going to accomplish it. I also have dreams that I don't understand I sometimes wonder if they are some type of message or warning. I just rejoined my church and I know just before I joined I had a dream where three people were standing at the edge of my bed, they were surrounded by bright light I couldn't look directly at them. I was trying to ask who they were but I was so scared that I couldn't hardly get the words out of my mouth. Then my bed started shaking and I felt like I was being pulled awake so then I woke up. I haven't been able to sleep good since that happen. I even woke up one night to a voice telling me they want to know everything that I know. I just want a peaceful night of sleep.