I Think About Having An Affair
Is She Innocent Or Maybe Teasing Around With Me? Please Read Fully To Understand.
Let me explain everything in 3 stages. Before going to the beach, at the beach and after returning.
BEFORE THE BEACH
Her son and husband are away and my parents moved to another city recently. So, since I know her, I always go there and she calls me also as she is bored. I have dinner almost every day in her place. She is very beautiful. Thats a fact. She is also very modest. She wears clothes covering her body well and even covers her neck with a scarf.
She treats me like a child. She says, for my marriage and her son’s she will help pick a bride as she says “You 2 are still children to me”
AT THE BEACH
Her husband came to the beach but he is always drunk and sleeping. She was reluctant to go topless at first. The she said, “You are a big boy. I can feel free around you.” She removed her blouse and bra.
She said, “What happens at the beach stays here.”
It was like thunder struck me. Her breasts were like if you search in google for “king coconuts in tree”. Not talking about coconuts for their size but for the shape. Hers are big but not like too big. I didn’t know how she had kept them inside her blouse.
Since her husband is always sleeping and drunk, she was with me. Btw, I have been termed good looking in school and I have a great body. In the water, we were topless. I liked it in the water cause I didn’t have put down my erection but she had a problem. This makes me wonder. Her nipples are like fully erect and ripe. In the water and when we used to walk in the land where out jeep was.
Our jeep was in the land away from the beach. Just me and her were there. She said that I should not be shy and asked me to take my underwear off. She said, I was like a child to her and that she has seen me naked when I was a baby. She said, she was a woman but is topless and also said would not mind taking off her panty, if I did.
I didn’t for 2 reasons. I wanted to hide my erection and also we were alone and if I saw her without a panty, I might jump on her and satisfy myself.
BACK HOME
Here is the strangest part. At home she is very calm and modest. She even holds her chest while bending to prevent showing cleavage. WTF. I have seen her topless.
She is the type who is innocent. Maybe she thinks of me as a child (but old enough) to show her body. She needs my company cause her husband is only there 3 days a month and even on the beach he is drunk. Her husband cheats on her. This does not justify but I want her badly.
The thing that is confusing me is her nipples were erect when she was with me. She was turned on. She wanted me to go naked and even said she would too if I did. She also added I was like a child. Its like hard to understand. But she is willing to go nude. Why? Next time at the beach, she might go nude. Or I think she will. But by now, I madly want her. I can’t sleep with all the lust. I might go crazy. I want her that bad. I am past the stage of thinking whether its good or bad.
But she also said She treats me like a child. She says, for my marriage and her son’s she will help pick a bride as she says “You 2 are still children to me”. She behaves mostly like an “aunt like” figure. She is also the nicest woman I know. Even if someone is rude to her, she will reply nicely.
When I think of her saying at the beach “What happens at the beach stays here” and her being modest. I feel she is over it.
But she says we can go to the beach again a lot and is even planning a day.
Is she is innocent (maybe she thinks of me as a child (but old enough) to show her body) or she is teasing me? What should I do? Have I missed any opportunities?
UPDATED
I bought her a necklace which cost me nearly 2 years of my salary. I did not have the courage to give it to her all these days.
But now I gave the necklace. She was overjoyed. But she said this, "You are so sweet. Always my child. Your future wife is so lucky."
"Always my child". This is what she said.
She said she will wear it when I am there. She knew it cost me 2 years of my salary.
I told you she always wears a scarf and covers her neck. But now she wore a low cut dress. Her neck and even a bit of cleavage was visible.
She tied her hair and turned away from me and said "Go on". I put it on her neck. I go ad when I see a woman's neck from the back and this time with a necklace on. I would have hugged her from behind. She turned.
She said, "How do I look?"
I said, "As always beautiful"
She was blushing. She looked gorgeous. I think she changed her bra as well cause now her boobs were shaped like the coconuts I said on the beach. Must be a loose bra. With a low cut dress and hair tied and a beautiful necklace.
She then said, "You should also remind your friend (her son) to think of me at least for birthday." Only now I recall that statement. Not then.
The necklace I gave is a long one. It drops right between her 2 breasts and reaches the lover part of her boobs. I bought it that way to make sure it did. When I saw it go in between.
Thats when I hugged her from front. I felt her bra straps at the back.
Then as I stated before.
Then I said, "I felt like hugging."
She said, "Honey. I have told you before to be open. You can hug me and be free with me. Don't be shy around me. My husband did not even call for my birthday. You are 10 times what he is to me. Don't be shy."
I said, "Okay"
She said, "You must prove it. Next time at the beach, not pants. I want to see. I am a woman and I am willing to remove my panty, why are you shy? Come. Lets have dinner, sweety."
