War Within - Affair To Hv It Or Not

Heart (h) vs Brain (b)

It happens with all of us. The war within. We keep fighting and end up on one thing but again the war starts and conitues so on

I have in such dilemma now.
The war within me has started

The war is between my heart and my brain. The reason for the war is
"Affair outside my wedlock"

It's so brutal to have it but I need it, I need the answers, I need the questions,
I need to know me

B- thr is nthg wrong in going for a affair
H- thr is nthg right in having it

B- it will make us happier today
H- it will the slow poison killing u & her from tomw

B- she will never know of it
H- u will never be the one later too

B- I love her like no one can
H- thn why u want to hv an affair

B- it's just one night stand
H- for her it's like nuclear bomb on Japanese city, she will be destroyed completly.

B- what if she betrays me
H- tht time will never come

B- she wasn't thr whn I needed her
H- u hv done it more time thn her

B- i hv been putting so much efforts for her, I deserve some space for self
H- she has left herself for u, u owe her more than u

B- Its so much more than her in this world
H- u r world for her

Do let me know abt the war within you..

Will add more Q's later, if i have.. if you have please do put in the comments

Thanks