I Won't Stop Diabetes

i'm 17 and i've been suicidal for two years now. i know i can't commit suicide because it would hurt my dad. i don't believe in god but two years ago i did, and i constantly was praying for cancer or some other disease. i don't care if i have to die burning, it's worth the pain to get out of here. now i'm showing almost all the symptoms of diabetes. thirsty, hungry, terrible blisters on my feet, big bruises everywhere, nausea, stomach pain.... etc. I won't complain or do anything about it, because i hope so bad it will eventually kill me. if it doesn't i'll just 'acidentally' die in a car crash on purpose.

nodestroyingme nodestroyingme
18-21
Feb 10, 2010