Sometimes the pain's too strong to bare...and life gets so hard you just don't care.  You feel so alone you just sit and cry...every second you wish you could die.  Then you start thinking who would care...if one day they woke up-and you weren't there.
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3 Responses Aug 4, 2010

This about living your life with a much more noble cause. Life is a painful experience for all of us. Less so for others, more so for some and great devastation for the really unfortunate. There is someone in your life, and you know this is true, who would experience great devastation with the loss of you. If you take your own life, you simply transfer your pain to that person. Is that fair to them? Live your life, nobly, taking the pain with strength as best you can, to save the ones you love from suffering in tremendous and never ending mourning of you.

"To be or not to be<br />
That is the question<br />
Whether tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune <br />
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles<br />
And by opposing end them."<br />
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So I try to tell myself - "Suicide is a great consolation. One can get through many a bad night with it."<br />
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So far I'm still here...

I would care............