Fantasies

So I guess I fantasise about suicide. And I don't know why I don't just do it and get it over with. Something is stopping me. Maybe I don't want to be dead. I don't know. I know I don't want to be alive anymore. And it's not something I'm afraid of, the whole being dead thing. It's just not time yet.
Aulara Aulara
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 10, 2007

I think of suicide often. It is not a natural solution. We are meant to live until we can no longer sustain life and even then most of us fight the end. Hope you keep finding reasons to "keep on keeping on."