At Times I Just sit Back And Think What If.....like what would be different if the man who raised me where still alive? What if i had gotten an abortion when my on again off again fiancee asked me to? If i had stayed in college when i graduated? If i had been able to get a scholarship for school instead of having to pay for it myself. What if i still got along with my mother and she had a healthy relationship with my bro and sis? What if i had gotten married the first time he proposed (or the second, or the third)? How would i be different if i were raised by my father instead of my mother? Could i have really become a model? How different would my childhood have been if my mother didn't have mental problems? How different would my fiancee's mother treat me if she knew what all I've gone thru? How much more confident i would be with a strong support system?
hurtssobad2 22-25, F 3 Responses 0 Jul 1, 2010