I Had The Chance To Kiss Him

I used to really like this one guy. He was my best friend. At a really low point for him, I was the only one around to comfort him. He told me he wanted to kiss me, and I REALLY wanted to kiss him. But I didn't. He had a girlfriend. I didn't, but he did. So, I hugged him and walked away.
Sometimes, I think about what would have happened if we'd kissed. Would it have gotten awkward between us faster than it eventually did? Would he hate me later? Or would we have gone out? Would we still be going out?
But it's silly to waste time on "what if's." We didn't kiss, and I think I made the right choice.
MyUnspokenWord MyUnspokenWord
22-25, F
1 Response May 15, 2012

"What if's" can be a waste of time like you said, but they can also be useful to help you sort your thoughts and feelings out so don't feel bad. As far as the choice you made, it doesn't really matter what someone else would say about it, as long as you feel like you made the right choice then you are doing better than most people ever do.