The Helper Needs Help

If you see this don't go saying"aren't you the one who raped bladewolf?" Get over it! anyways,i think somethings wrong with bladewolf,he's been walking around.the last time i saw him, he looked really sad,in fact his eyes were gray,and really watery i could say i wanted to cry myself,no one has seen blade since feb.17th (this year of course) can you please,please see if you guys can talk to him i cant because he blocked me after i raped him,so i cant find out anything,i cant gget the thought out of my head that he's...you know..one thing i know is one of his friends got upest with him and said something please help blade if you can...he's really cute,but when people tell him,he doesn't believe them.. i'm not his gf/mate but i feel kinda guilty that he might be dead...