I Really DoIt has made me feel alienated since I was a very small child. Everyone could always sense I was different, I guess. They stayed away. lol
Even now, I have outgrown much of my shyness and can easily talk to people, but once we talk for a little while, they can tell I'm different, and they start to back off. It seems like no matter what kind of group I am around, I'm the oddball.