First Time I Sucked Another Mans ****
I was in the Navy. I was stationed in Norfolk, VA on a ship. After a short 30 day stint at sea, I decided
to spend the weekend in Tidewater (a really run down section of beach between two Navy bases). Cheap hotels and bars. I also found a xxx bookstore near the hotel. I went there early Saturday. I even drove past it a couple times until the parking lot was empty. I went in and it was just me and the clerk. I went straight to the gay magazines. I grabbed a few and went to pay before anyone came in. The clerk was a man around 50. He started talking to me about the magazines. He ended up inviting me to his place to see his collection. This time I knew what was being offered. Again, I was scared shitless as I rang his doorbell. We watch some ****. Then he jacked me some. I jacked him which was the first time I had ever touched another man's ****. It was shorter than mine but that didn't matter. I am shaking right now just describing it to you. It felt good holding his ****. I knew I was pleasing him. Sometime with girls in the past I couldn't tell but with that man it was different. He talked and told what he wanted. We moved into his bed. He sucked me until I was close. Then he had me suck his. I was so jacked up on lust that I just did it. I would have done more if he had asked but he asked for me to suck his ****. We got in a 69 position. I came first. Then he came in my mouth. I freaked just after coming. I was scared but I didn't want to show it to him. He gave me a towel and when he went to bathroom, I spit his load into the towel. As soon as I could get dressed, I left his place. I went through the same turmoil as the first time except this time I was a **********. I had participated actively not passively.
About six months later, one night I ended up at his door again. we sucked each other again. This time when I left I told him I would be back but I got
scared again and never went back.