Need Mental Stimulation

I do not understand why know body likes what i have to say or when i speak they tell me that i am too deep when actually I feel like a retard because when i speak mom tells me to calm down or to take a pill i do not understand why this is the way i feel but i know one person who i think knows my pain is evanescense singer amy lee seems to know my pain exactly, no i am not a stalker just a strange talker who has questions that will never be answered and why do i seem to be like cancer someone tell me are there others who care or is it just me and my few friends that are real and are we rare what is wrong with everyone they care about non sense to me but i care about non-sense to them but i do not call the police about what they talk about so why do they call them on me for my thoughts
Seventhirty457 Seventhirty457
31-35, M
Jan 11, 2013