Everyone Hates Me After 6 Months

So I make friends really fast and I get close to them really fast. We become best friends and everything is perfect for 6months. Then id get second thoughts as to wether they like me or not (when quite clearly they do). Then id come up with ideas they are talking behind my back and about the way I do things or how strange I am. In support of these thoughts if they make a small criticism about me or I hear they have said soomthing behind my back, I am then convinced they hate me now. I then back off from them, stop texting as much then not talking to them as much. Then they get upset and think im being a mean. Then they hate me and we are not friends for litrally no reason. I now believe my friendships have a lifespan of 6 months. Why do I think this way....i think everyone hates me.
beholder20 beholder20
18-21, F
Sep 9, 2012