They Do...

I don't know if they do or not, but I ALWAYS think that everyone hates me. Even when they say they love me. I just can't stop thinking about it. I mean I tell myself I don't really care what others think of me, but actually I do. The teachers at school hate me because I feel like I anoy the hell out of them. The kids at my school hate me because I think I'm just such a dumbass. My family hates me because They treat me like crap. My dog hates me because he doesn't want to get close to me. I just don't know. I mean...No one has really said they hated me but...I just don't know....

crookedspoons crookedspoons
18-21, F
6 Responses Jul 5, 2008

I actually know what's going on here. If you don't deal with this now it's going to get worst. Do you have access to counseling or therapist? You'll never be happy in life if you think people are hating you. and every one is against you. you can safe yourself lot's of problems later if you stand up and deal with it now. <br />
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I would like to help but i have limited time at this moment. But if you need help ask me. <br />
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you can briefly write your feelings and find out where they come from. <br />
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here is my recomendation; <br />
HO'OPONOPONO self love technique. <br />
every day you say to yourself <br />
i love you, i am sorry, please forgive me, thank you. <br />
1000 times a day for 21 days will bring you self love and peace. <br />
it's on<br />
also look for "the secret". "what the bleep do we know". <br />
"Zero limits". <br />
take responsibility for your life and your thoughts. <br />
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Shammy<br />
the healer

Yep no how you feel it gets hard but it does get better you will find people in your life that dont make you feel like them try hard to keep them around.

I totally know what you mean! I feel the exact same way at times. But I also think that this is a kind of paranoia that results from..karma. Do you or have you ever hated somebody or talked about someone badly? If you do things like that, you will inevitably become scared of people doing it back to you. Just try to be nice to everyone! I definitely don't hate you, and I'm sure everybody else doesn't either. Don't let it stop you from living life to the fullest. :D

Yeah, i've been there. Totally know what you mean. But I guess I've realized that I'm not the most charismatic person or the "life of the party." It's just not me and I've come to accept that, or on the verge of accepting it. Just don't try to be something you're not and just be yourself. You don't have to impress everyone and a lot of people come and go into our lives everyday, and just the thought of spending all that energy to make each and every one of them like me is exhausting. So just concentrate on "entertaining" the ones closest in your life cuz they're the ones that matter. They're happy, then you're happy and vice versa. As for everyone else, just be polite, be yourself and if they appreciate you, then you got someone new to "entertain" and if they don't, just smile and wave a polite good bye.

yeah it's really weird i feel the same way, people are pretty nice to me when i think about it but i always question their looks that they give or their motivations. for instance, was in the library talking next to someone on a computer, then they were like "i gotta go read this book" which they probably did. but when the kid went and sat down with a couple other people the first thing i immediately thought was "that kid thinks i'm completely uninteresting" where really he probably just didn't need use of the computer. not that he hated me, i just feel that i must be boring or something. yeah that's what i think that no one in the right mind would want to "spend time with me" and that if i want to hang out with people i'm inconveniencing them because i'm not fun enough.

Yeah, my dog hates me too. When I see her lying down, I try to lie down beside her and hug her, but then she gets up like she has somewhere to go, moves some distance away and lies back down. Sigh, life is hard sometimes XD.