What Did I Do Wrong?
I think everyone at school hates me.
They don't want me around. They act like nicey-nicey at first then they do this to me. I think they don't know my feelings of rejection and hurt, they just care about themselves. They talk about me behing my back, their smiles are FAKE! They act friendly but when i turn my back, they glare and look at me badly. If i say something real, they won't believe me. They always let me take the blame on things.
Then they betray me after all the things i've done for them. They acted so well, it makes me wanna die. I think alot about transfering schools so i can forget about those people who have hurt me and find real people who can be really great help for me.
Some of them say that it's because i'm spoiled nad i act cool and popular. My attitude is bad and that i embarrass them. How did i embarrass them?? And even if i did that, don't they embarrass me sometimes too?? they don't know how i feel.
One girl said something about me through a comment and she wrote there that 'I;m not looking for a fight, i'm just saying how i feel. And i know if i told you this face to face, you would have just embarrasses me... i know that cause i know you'
She says she knows me, then if she really knew me she would know that i would have never embarrassed her!! and how could i have embarrassed her after she said so much bad stuff abotu me that hurt me more and more. I would have just ran away if that would have happened. I'm not that low of a person to do that.