In Shape

I have had many wonderful short term relationships that didn't last any more than 5 years at the most and I've never been married. I have wanted to find a long term partner but it just has yet to happen due to compatibility.Each time depending what happened in the relationship, I am aware of how each one has shapen me and sometimes unfavorably.When there's been a breakup it felt like the other person gave up on the relationship and wasn't able to communicate with me feedback I could use in my future relationships. Alot of comments like it's not you it's me and I sometimes did not receive the closure I need, which has left me confused and slightly bitter. I've felt less trust in my heart for new people  and only let a select few into my heart long enough to shape it. I definitely agree that failed relationships change people somewhat like what a piece of glass does in an ocean after being knocked around by the waves they become worn down so there's less jagged edges and it's much more smoother.
Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7
36-40, F
Sep 11, 2012