I Fantasize About Being With A Woman

I have always thought of myself as straight...I always dated guys and have been married for 19 years now...

However I find some women extremely attractive...I have thoughts about kissing a woman or having oral sex...I have a male friend of mine who is the only one I have admitted this too...he thinks I should try it and see if it is just a head thing or is real...

How do I find someone? I have a few friends but I think that would be weird to make out with a friend...
Purplegecko Purplegecko
36-40, F
4 Responses Jul 11, 2010

My ex used to visit lesbian bars and clubs... there were plenty of women like you who wanted to hook up to see whether they were really bi or gay...

My ex used to visit lesbian bars and clubs... there were plenty of women like you who wanted to hook up to see whether they were really bi or gay...

My ex used to visit lesbian bars and clubs... there were plenty of women like you who wanted to hook up to see whether they were really bi or gay...

My ex used to visit lesbian bars and clubs... there were plenty of women like you who wanted to hook up to see whether they were really bi or gay...