Am I Bi?

I'm 20 and I've never been with another girl but I'm curious. I'm engaged and in love but I prefer watching lesbian **** and the idea of going to a female ***** club and getting a lap dance turns me on. I had a bi friend in high school but I didn't ever question my sexuality. Me and my fiance have talked about maybe having a ********* but we live in a small town and we don't know how to go about it and I don't know how okay with it I'd really be. I'm afraid that once I am presented with the opportunity I'd back out. I used to think that I didn't need to know because I'm getting married and I plan to be with him forever but if he's okay with it then should I know? Is there anyway I really can know besides simply being with a girl? Does it really matter if I know or not?
Penguinswithmittens Penguinswithmittens
18-21, F
1 Response May 17, 2012

I think the question is could you love a woman the way you love your man?<br />
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If so then go find out before you make the leap to marriage.<br />
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If you only lust after a womans body then that just means your fine with sex part but not the love.