I Think I Am Cursed
Especially when it comes to money. Now I have read that if you believe you're cursed you will be due to drawing negativity to you. But, I think it was already there from the day I was born. Nearly everyday I get sh!t on by bad luck, God, who/what ever. I seem like I can never win in life. part of me is like "Oh Woe Is Me." and the other part is like "SFW." I wonder if my ancestors went too far and p!ssed off a gypsy or witch in the medieval times or 1600s? My father's surname has a coat of arm/family crest which is a sign of some kind of dignity,so may be my great great-beyond great ancestors went too far with their high and mighty ways toward peasants who cursed them and their bloodline. Who knows, all I know if i didn't have bad luck,I wouldn't have any Luck at all. Plus my dad (now deceased for 20 years now) always played the lottery every week,hoping he'd win,but never did.
He would always boil cabbage on New Year's day for good luck (some kind of superstition), and never got any good luck,he died on New Year's day 1997 from a heart attack. He was boiling cabbage in a big pot when my older brother found him on the couch. he was also a severe alcoholic.