My Curse

this has been happening since i turned 11. every and i mean it, EVERY year from August to November my life and everything i aim at doing turns out to be a total disaster. i have searched for explanations and turned up with nothing. the only thing i can sum this up in is a curse. I've lost friends, witnessed murder, been disowned, raped, abused, left out in the streets name it i've been through it. yet again its august nothing has changed, same turmoil, same drama all uprooting from nothing. i have no idea where the negativity comes from it just does and it hurts when i'm always the one they all lash out at, especially the ones closest to me. Its like a cycle, a never ending cycle. at time i think i've finally accepted the pain but then they lash out even stronger. i have no idea what this is but i hope it'll go away or expire soon, im getting tired of the pain
SkyFox12 SkyFox12
18-21, F
Aug 13, 2012