Lost In Love
Posted June 12th, 2008 at 5:26PM
a little over 2 yrs ago i fell in love with a man in another state. my heart became to attached and the distance was killing me, so i ran and i didnt talk to him for about 8 months. 2 months ago i contacted him again and we picked up kinda where we left off but only as friends. he has helped me find hope in myself again and has helped me get going in a career that i never thought i couldve accomplished without him. he has faith in me and my ability to succeed. but as time has went by i find myself falling in love with him again. i know he has feelings for me and he is also scared about what to do with these feelings. what do i do? do we both just say the heck with everything and go for it? its a risk i am willing to take but im scared to have my heart broken again. plus with him 6-7 hrs away it makes things a little difficult. i would relocate for him but i have 2 daughters whose dads are here in ks and i dont want to take them farther from their dads. but people do it everyday. am i just scared of change or what. anyone have any suggestions on what they think i should do?
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Just know one thing for sure, change is always constant! I fell for mine 2 yrs ago and local, yet cannot find the words to make this happen for me, I am so scared of rejection and judgment yet I am going to extend my heart out there when the timing is right, I already know this, I was alone for over 8 wasted years of my life trying to raise my 5 kids after a sudden death of their father, and wish I took more chances with matters of the heart, good luck to you!!!!!!!!! Kisses and love and mass hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps: alone i moved me and all my kids over 850 miles to were i am now, i would have not traded it for the world, but i didnt do it for someone, i did it for me and change, constant change!!!!!!
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