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Please Help Me. I'm About to Go Insane!

Why did the mental health nurse pop up @ my house unexpectedly JUST to try to tell me to clean my house?
& then she just left? I'm 24, & I have a college degree. She gave me NO warning that she was coming over. Plus, all I was doing was reorganizing papers. I was in the middle of cleaning, so OF COURSE papers will be all over the place!

It's routine for her to see me every month. But she just pops up with out calling or warning. & today, she pissed me off by telling me about the condition of my house, when I didn't ask for her opinion.

But why did she do this? Why are mental health professionals so intrusive in my life? I can't even get a boyfriend.

They think that just because I have a mental illness, then that means I'm too stupid to know left from right. Why can't I live like a normal human being? & these "professionals" don't give a **** about me b/c when I see them @ WalMart, they turn their noses up @ me & roll their eyes like I'm the most grotesque being on this Earth. They just wanna have somebody to ******' CONTROL! They're greedy for control, & they're making my life & mental health symptoms worse. I'm about to say to ******' hell with mental health services, & all those greedy ******' dogs do is make your God damn mental health symptoms WORSE!

otad12 otad12 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 4, 2008

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I didnt know they could do that, but try to just take their advice. kind of like when you get mad at your parents for little things they would bug you about, not realizing they are just trying to teach you a lesson that will be very important later on. Not to mention living in a clean environment will help you to think more clearly and keep you in a good mood. but good luck and i hope you find a psychiatrist who isnt so nosey

I'd hate for someone to drop in on me right now. I don't clean house as regularly as I should. Sometimes I get paranoid; I can't imagine going through what you are. It sounds awful. Hope you feel better.

Obviously they are intrusive because you are on the public dole and have been diagnosed with some mental impairment.. If you were not why would they have access to your home or be required to check up on you at all.<br />
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Incidentally all your rantings at the unjust world for its intrusions on you serves no purpose but to reinforce the fact that you are one troubled individual. <br />
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Save your energy into solving your mental problems and maybe that college degree will do you and the world some good.<br />
The first step to a cure and better life is to acknowledge you have an illness.

thanks for the help

Damn, good luck on finding a way through that. People can be so damn ignorant sometimes. I've met a lot of people who failed to be doctors and ended up being hopeless, stuck up bastards because of it. You don't need a bunch of losers running your life. I bet you have a hell of a lot more personality than they do.