I Think I Am In An Emotional Affair
Let me first say, this friendship started backwards. Sex first and then the sex is gone and the part I miss the most is the phone calls, emails, and companionship.
The sex was not the best I've ever had, and he didn't have a rocking hard body that was eye candy. But I would get butterflies in my stomach when I saw it was him ringing my phone. And I could hardly do anything else before I checked my email to see if he had left me a little sentence or few word email.
He is a shy, quiet, down to earth guy. He has NO idea what an impact he has had on my life. I lost my job last year and was so down about it. I met him that same week and he was never sugar sweet to me about it, but he did take my mind off of it.
Sometimes he would send me pictures of what he was doing at work -- one day he sent one of a dump truck overturned on the side of the hill they were working on. Another day he send a picture of 4 feet of water they were pumping out in the bottom of the building.
He was such a fun person to get to know. Just his simple understated way would pick me up out of the dumps.
He has gotten bored with our friendship and has found other more intersting women to talk too I suppose.
Job hunting still, but no longer can I look forward to his deep voice, and soft southern accent. We never had any deep conversations about anything important but just the fact that I heard his voice and it would give me such pleasant thoughts to carry around in my head. It was way more of an emotional affair than a physical one. Miss him so bad, he will never know how much he meant to me.
