I Am Married, And Beginning To Think I Am Poly......

I am married and have been coming up on a year. I have also been bisexual for quite some time, my husband knows what I think about having a girlfriend and him having someone as well, or a triad, and he knows my full intentions.


DILEMA- He doesn't think he is poly and really cant stand the thought of sharing me, nor does he want anyone else, completely monogamous.
While i feel i am capable of loving him and someone else, and willing for him to explore to.
I am trying to let go of insecurities before going through with that because i know that those insecurities could bring any of the relationships down in flames, so i am doing my best to take it slow.
But knowing I want someone else and him, is not pleasing him, and I told him that he could divorce me if poly wasn't for him.

I have yet to really try a poly relationship with everyone in it being open to it. But feel it could work.

BUT I HATE KNOWING THAT HE WOULDN'T BE APART OF MY LIFE AS LONG AS I LIVE...!!!!
What the hell do I do???



HE is trying to keep an open mind, and has yet to make a decision on whether or not he will try it.


BUT WHERE IN THE WORLD DO I STAND RIGHT NOW?????!!!!!
OutLawedThinker OutLawedThinker
18-21, F
Jan 7, 2013