Fake Smiles And Makeup.
i feel like i am two different people.
when i have no makeup on and all my flaws are revealed i feel like this horribly ugly person. i get mad when people look at me, i feel like their just seeing all my flaws. my ugly skin, my big nose and big eyes, my fat cheaks, the dimples when i smile...
i hate it.
but when im covered with makeup and all dressed up i feel beautiful on the outside. like everyone likes me and i can attract anyone who comes around me. i feel pretty and confident. but deep down i know its just a mask.. and no one can love a mask.