Not Always.Up until Junior year of high school I was positive that I was a 2 or so. I avoided looking at my reflection. I received almost no attention from females whatsoever. I just figured it was because of the way I looked.
Fast forward a couple of years.
Sometimes, I'm both perfectly comfortable with, and confident in, the way I look. Other times I think that I'm hideous. I guess you could say it comes in waves. I'm still trying to figure out what exactly brings these thoughts on. But even when I'm feeling good about myself I still don't like looking at myself in the mirror.
I've told this to a couple of my friends and they tell me 'You aren't ugly'.
Thanks. But that doesn't really mean much to me. I mean, what else are they going to say? 'Ya, you didn't just get hit with the ugly stick, you got hit with the whole damn tree.' Hahaha
deleted 26-30 15 Responses 5 Jan 8, 2008