I Am Extremely UglyPeople tell me all the time that I am ugly. People make fun of me and bark at me as well. I have been made fun of since High School because of it. I ignored it then because I thought things would get better once I was an adult but I was wrong. People are worse now then they were when we were teens. I am so sick of it that one of these days I am just going to end my life. I haven't so far because I don't want to hurt my mom and sister but I don't know how much more of it I can take. I have tried a lot of ways to make myself better but it just doesn't help... I am the ugliest person ever. I've never had a boyfriend either and I recently just had my first kiss and I am 21 years old.
I am trying to get into college now, so maybe I'll meet more people. I didn't go to college straight out of school because I wanted to save money first.
My goal in life was always to have a family and be married but I don't think it will ever happen.