I Think I Am Ugly
Let the truth be told, you are who you are only because you THINK you are. You are the handicap you must face. You're the only one who can pull the trigger of your heart. Nothing stand in the way of who you want to be but you! If you believe that is a false statement then you ARE RIGHT! If you believe that it is true then you are right! What I’m trying to say that God (for non-believers you can name this higher power “the universe”) give you the birth right to be whatever you want, but as we grow our beliefs that anything is possible becomes disbelief because we focus on what is and NOT what could be
. If we could only take our eyes off of what people say about us, what thing appear to be, what they say is impossible and focus on who we could be in life, we will be able to achieve anything. But it takes effort, persistence and enough to say “Enough is enough!” People will never understand how bad it feels to be called ugly and stared at all the time. We try to fight against this tragedy but it only become stronger and drag us farer underneath the lake of sorrow. For all we been through we THINK the world owe us big time! You problem stay in the house a lot afraid to go places because of what OTHERS may say of you. Because of them you are not yourself, you let go of all your dreams because you are too ugly to be any you want. You don’t deserve it. You are too ashamed to show your face. There’s a man or woman you want to talk to so bad, but you can’t because you BELIEVE WITH ALL YOUR HEART that she or he will regret you in the worst way. They won’t look at what’s in the inside of you, because most people don’t look it your personality first. Even if they could see what’s inside of you, they won’t find much because you been beat-up so bad mentally that there is little left of you…
My name is CJ and I use to be suicidal. I have a dream of someday becoming a great leader and Prophet of God. I also wish to discover something great, invent something that would change the world, write a best-seller and own a great business. I am passionate about helping people and love to give. I think the best thing about giving is the smile you put on people face. I love myself and the entire world (which is a BIIIIIG difference from how I felt years ago). I used to be addressed as the ugliest person in the world. So I know just as much as anyone what it’s like to be ugly. I used to look like a ugly dog
, had bumps on my nose, never spoke to anyone unless spoken to and I stared at myself in the mirror for long periods just like most of you. The only thing is that I didn’t see a ugly person in the mirror. I saw a handsome young man that wanted to do good thing in this world. But others didn’t see this in me. Things became worst and worst, and soon I began to look for ways to kill myself. I won’t to kill myself, but I didn’t want to go to hell for doing it…because I was already living hell
. I made up my mind to look for an answer until I was completely overwhelmed. I could have dropped out of school but then I would just be an even bigger loser. I wanted to be great! No a drop-out working minimum wage or end up homeless. The homeless are the ones I wanted to help. The Prophet Peter Popoff give me ever more hope of change, but I soon give up on him because the result were not what I expected. Soon I came across “The Secret”. “The Secret” was the beginning of all the things I know today. Thanks to “the secret” I understand this world more than ever.
I put into practice what I learned over the months. My life begun to change day by day until I was stabled again (yes I became mentally ill) and more happy than I ever been because I used the cure within. And now I even have the perfect girlfriend
. You see one thing you must understand is that you have a divine power to create the life you want by changing your thoughts, beliefs and actions. I can teach you all how to change you relationship, confidence and how you look. Some of you maybe thinking, “How can change my looks by changing my beliefs” Well here’s a news flash: EVERTHING THAT YOU DO AND EVERTHING THAT HAPPENS TO YOU IS BASED ON YOUR THINKING PATTERNING
. Think about it. How many times have you changed your mind about going somewhere because you were feeling upset about some? Now just imagine what a great time you would have had if you went to that party, club, etc. Now I want you to think about those days when you hurt yourself getting out of bed, then how your whole day goes sour. So when you feel morose you will make bad decision and God ( or universe) will by law line up bad things to happen for you. This is known as the Law of Attraction. God's law will act as if you want what you are focused on. So it is important to focus on what you do what. It won’t be easy, unless you keep that in your mind. I can teach you everything that I know. But First!!!
You must listen to your heart and say “enough is enough”, and say what you want to be and move forward to your dream. You are somebody who is not here just to take up space, but to take up blessings of happiness and joy. For now on you will know you are attractive. You will walk with a purpose in mind, you will talk with confidence, when you walk in a building people will wonder who the hell you are. When you speak your vocie will command attention! Let’s be for real here, do you really think God put you on this earth just to be ugly. Maybe for a little while for you to learn something, But you don’t have to stay that way. I hear about ugly people graduating from high school and growing up to be handsome all the time. More than likely they change their mindset and change what they think about themselves through the effluence of other people. I can explain scientifically how it is possible to change how you look. I can tell you everything you need to know and more! All I want is your hand people, I swear I’ll do all I can to bring you to success. I will pull you out and carry you high to see clear about everyone else who tormented you.
Support Me People, Post your comment and type “enough is enough” if you are on my side and share with others what you really want to be! (if you want to…)
If there any questions don’t be a stranger. Also if you like to you can read my story “Am I Cursed?”
