Warped Body Image

Over the last year a lot has happened in my life, and I lost a lot of people that I was very close to. Upon losing everyone, my eating disorder became much worse than it was before and I stopped attending therapy because I didn't want the help anymore. Now, my body image is so warped that I can hardly stand to look at myself in the mirror. My friends tell me that I'm losing weight, but I can't see it. I stand in front of the mirror sometimes and pinch my arms, belly, hips, thighs, chest, and face and cry because of all the fat I see. I use to think I was pretty, and sometimes I see pictures from just a few months ago and think I looked so much better but now all I can see is the fat, the bad skin, the dark circles under my eyes, all the flaws and imperfections. I know I'm ugly...
gorejussxpsycho gorejussxpsycho
22-25, F
1 Response May 21, 2012

Girl im looking at your picture and i have to say you are stunningly lovely you are far from ugly