I Need Redemption

I hate looking the way I do. For so long Ive always have been ashamed of the way i look compared to my beautiful sister. She's always been skinnier, smarter,and the better daughter. People have always told me how pretty I am, but i cant bring myself to see what they see. No one knows this, but for the longest time ive been suffering with depression and EDNOS. I used to cut my wrists in hopes that one day, I too could be beautiful. I need redemption from this mess of myself that I once was. I need to feel beautiful again.
littletalks littletalks
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 24, 2012

Why would a girl like you think your ugly? I can understand people who look like me thinking this way but I would kill for a girl who looks even half as good as you...