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I Think I Am Ugly

I Hate Myself.

By: ShyChocolate12
Written on November 9th, 2012
Age: 18-21 , Female
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  • Gr8kakes

    Please don't say u would b better off dead. I felt that way all the while growing up. My sisters were prettier, more popular. Please do not give up on yourself. I promise there is someone out there who will see the beauty and love u unconditionally. I promise

    Feb 9
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  • wanderingsoul19

    people are always going to try and pick at every little thing with you. They get satisfaction out of it because they feel insecure with themselves. I was made fun of about everything. called fat, ugly, so many times by so many people. I mean, a bully who I went to high school with once made fun of me because I hadn't had my first kiss yet. I was 14!! But I realized.. they're only trying to fight their own insecurities. A good quote to think about..."When people hurt you over and over, think of them like sand paper. They may scratch and hurt you a bit, but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless"..Chris Colfer. They will keep trying to hurt you, but you will eventually feel good with yourself. But they won't. because all they have been doing is putting you and i'm sure others down. DOn't think about what others think about you. Just be yourself and say I don't care what anyone thinks of me!

    Jan 27
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  • idontlike3355

    Be yourself cause every1 is different I'm veeeeeeeeery shy

    Jan 26
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  • tx7rtdrxrdru879

    you are so stupid to even thank of killing your self I don't fell and for you at all you are scared of killing your self good no Brody against any body to die:'(

    Jan 20
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  • Discomfited

    "Beauty comes from within," I used to hate hearing that. However, let me let you in on a little secret. Beauty comes with confidence. I'm no beauty queen, however the moment I stopped worrying about what other people thought of me and started seeing the 'beauty' within myself people started to be attracted to me. It started small. At first it was 'hey I draw well' then it was 'I like my feet', then it moved on to more personal things like' I can make people laugh'. I tried to find one thing to compliment myself on every day, even when I didn't want to. I kept a journal and in it I wrote every day what I found to like. On bad days I would look back at what I had written and that helped. Eventually I came to the point where I realized that no one thinks they are beautiful. There is always something they find 'ugly' about themselves. So long as you can learn to balance it out you will do fine. The worlds not done with you yet honey. Start small. Find what makes you worth while to yourself. I will never win a beauty pageant, but I love who I am. When you can love who you are others will be drawn to you as well. Once you start to see yourself as worthwhile others will to.Best of wishes to you Dear, the worlds not done with you yet and don't let you be done with the world yet either there is so much more out there.

    Jan 12
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  • qweet

    Hmm I guess the main problem for you
    is being 'fat'.

    And I understand you
    not to go to the gym
    when you don't see light
    at the end of the tunnel.

    Ok this is a problem
    but the good news is
    that all problems can be solved.

    I am not from Weight-Watchers
    or I am a Doctor, but..

    If you like to eat
    and you feel inside that it is too much,
    separate the food
    and take it to the near forest
    or some other kind of nature.

    Lay it down there,
    sacrifice it.

    In doing this
    you do something useful for others
    and you keep moving your body
    and you don't waste time
    with negative thoughts.

    Best Regards,
    qweet

    Dec 27, 2012
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  • fatty66

    My Friend, be strong we're all here for a reason. Don't let go of hope or faith. Know that every storm comes to an end.

    <3

    Dec 15, 2012
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  • vertigo941

    I look at it this way. I am hoping the Mayans are right about 12/21/2012. I been wanting to kill myself because of people making me feel like sh**t most of my life. Why should i not want to take them with me.
    I feel the same as you do about killing yourself . I don't want to end up as a vegetable if I don't do it right and not knowing whats on the other side of death could be worse.But I can't see how

    Dec 4, 2012
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  • shakilzm3

    I love people like u I have the same problem people make fun of my thin body I have same feelings as yours but one thing helps me a lot standing against them that's believe that God almighty loves people more like us , God don't like committing suicide, this world is just an examination we have been checking here either we are good or not, we will be enter into paradise or hell based on our good or bad deeds. Just bear this world like me, suicide is a big sin don't think of it . I bet my life is more harder than you sometimes I dont find food to eat whole day, no good cloths, I m poor. I have firm faith that God Almighty will bless me for what I bear for him.

    Nov 23, 2012
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  • SeeingSashax

    I wouldn't tell you I know how you feel because even if I do it wouldn't help. I also won't pretend that I have an answer because besides feeling ugly myself my mother never hesitates to put me down over how I look, what I wear and things like that.

    I will only tell you to stay strong and that I am here if things got too tough.

    Nov 9, 2012
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    • ShyChocolate12

      Thank you. Knowing someone understands makes me feel better.

      Nov 9, 2012
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    • SeeingSashax

      You are welcome.

      I deal with her harsh words by not letting her have the satisfaction of seeing me down, then I would vent out away from her. Try doing that, it may help. :)

      Nov 9, 2012
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