I'm ugly. A monster. I get told so quite frequently. Often by people I don't even know. Someone will refuse to sit next to me on the bus, or stand near me in a que, because they don't want to be near someone so ugly. And they don't hold back in saying so. I've never held hands. Never had a cuddle. Haven't had my first kiss .. and so, obviously, I'm still a virgin. People are so disgusted by me, nobody has ever even tried to touch me. I turn the mirror around, so I don't have to look at the ugly monster staring back at me.