I just don't understand how people can be so mean. I'd rather people talk about how I look behind my back, but in return treat me with kindness and respect, but that's not the case. Some people have the nerve to call me out for being ugly. >.< And the depressing part is, I kind of think so... My family has always pointed out I'm a handsome kid, but everytime I stare at myself in the mirror, I feel disappointed in my looks. Which is one of the reasons I don't show my face online.