ive never liked me at all since i was in fourth grade. i saw all of these girls in my class and thought "why arent i like them? why dont i have a lot of friends and boyfriends?" and then i thought about it and knew ... it was because im ugly. i had to go through counseling for a while until i just acted like i was fine so they let me out of it. but im still not okay at the fact of me. i hate me. sometimes i just wanna break down and cry because i hate myself so badly.