People see me as pretty, but I'm not. I actually went on a date last night and he sees me as a friend. Tell me how people can tell you your whole life how pretty you are and yet you are alone? Truth is, he couldn't get past my weight. Let's get real for a second, he wasn't attracted to me at all and I'm so sick of it. I'm so sick of being alone and being told one thing but facing this world alone. I pray to not wake up the next morning, but I always do. I've just reached my breaking point today with this guy and it's just the icing on the cake. How do I heal? The worst thing is I found out from a survey on myspace that he thought me only a friend. Um, are we 12? I'm better off keeping to myself and trusting no one.