I do get compliments. And i don't believe i'm BUTT-ugly. But i'm definitely not happy with the way i look. I don't feel pretty, attractive or beautiful at all. I don't believe people when they give me compliments and i don't like them either. I think it's the fact that i wear make-up. Hey, i can make myself look nice sometimes, but what does it matter when i've got a face full of make-up? I'm so tired of make-up. I just want to be able to be happy and confident without it.