I Feel Gross..

I have always hated the way I have looked. I try to talk about it to my friends, but they just dont understand. They say I am crazy and that I look fine, but I honestly dont believe it. When I took pictures for school they would always turn out okay, but that was because I was wearing make-up, my hair was done and the photography company got rid of my acne in the pics. I feel like there is so much wrong with me that it makes me cry.I need to lose some weight, my nose is too big, my hair looks like its thinning on the sides, and there are some other things I want to fix, but they are too embarrasing to mention. Its hard to try to feel good about yourself when you look in the mirror and feel like you've been cursed by God. I really dont think I will ever love myself unless I get plastic surgery, but I dont have the money for that. I just really hate myself and my life.
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6 Responses Feb 7, 2010

no one can stop you from having plastic surgery. just remember plastic surgery is a one way road. there are better options out there. I used to feel just awful every moment of every day, almost 18 and so alone. I was overweight when I was 15, acne, gross hair, the works! but I changed my way of thinking and I discovered that it is hard work and perseverance that reward you with what you desire. sitting around and thinking about how you need to lose weight does nothing but bring you down, I know from experience. it hurts me to see people with so much potential putting themselves down. if you want to be fit, the first step is to do something like join a gym, and find someone to help motivate you. even if you feel like you cant do it. This may sound odd, but I want you to to look in the mirror and explain to yourself, your plan of action. tell yourself you ARE beautiful, because it isn't what's on the outside that counts, not at all, its who you make yourself to be. It is your actions, your efforts, and your presentation. I may not be making any sense whatsoever, I do that, I suppose I tend to ramble a bit, but please please PLEASE don't be down on yourself because part of the feeling, if not all of it, is an attitude. bring yourself to develop a habit or a series of habits that result in a happier you. I am just a random person on the internet. you need not believe, trust, or listen to me, but if anything at all made even a little sense, listen to it, expound it. you are beautiful if you say so.

Yes it is my opinion.......that is why it was me typing it and not you....smiles<br />
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If you want to walk around with a chip on your shoulder.... it is your life...live it how you want.<br />
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If you want to have peace of mind you might want to listen to those who spend their time writing to you trying to help with your poor self image.........We are just trying to get you to look at things differently than the<br />
other girls that ruin their lives and looks by jumping into something that very well may be needless.<br />
Every time I see this in young ladies it seems to lead back to models that have been airbrushes in their photos which makes them look perfect.... there is no such thing as perfect.<br />
I use to date models 5 to be exact.....at different times of course...The perfection was in the air brushing of the photos<br />
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Whatever you decide...I wish you well and hope your life is filled with Blessings

pssssst hey lady I got noses for sale<br />
Elf flips his trench coat open on one side and shows a half dozen different noses hanging there<br />
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Seriously..... you need to take it easy on ShadowsScream...........I've never met a young lady who didn't have at least a dozen things she wanted to change............Every one of those were strikingly beautiful.<br />
I haven't seen a pic of you but think you just have a bad image of who you really are<br />
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Love, Light and Blessings,<br />
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Elf

the only reason you say your ugly is because you think too much. if u just stop, and not worry about the way you look. everyone will think you are beautiful. that's inner beauty. if you have a great personality and you respect yourself, no one will think you are ugly. you just have to say that to yourself. if you think your ugly, then everyone else will. you just have to make them think right not wrong.

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I think you are way too pleasing to my eyes to feel that way. I would say that you are a very attractive woman. That take that as me hitting on you. But, you are very a beautiful young lady. It won't be enough for us to tell you that, since "each is to his/her own." You could change a few body parts and feel better about yourself, while you could feel much worse about yourself all at the same time.<br />
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I could firmly say that if I could pay to have your face, I would empty my bank accounts, life savings, and future earning to have your goddess-like beauty. <br />
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It is something that you have to identify for yourself, I think we could pay you two hundred thousand compliments, it still may not change how you feel. It is truly something you'll have to discover for yourself.

Hey miss, <br />
i just wanna say that every girl in this big world thinks that she's ugly, that she has a long nose, euh a horrible smile, oily or dry hair, that's she's too short or too long. or that she looks too fat on this dress. it's too easy to find our faults. it's too easy to say that we're not pretty that we cant look great not like other girls. but those girls, who looks great they think too that they're not too pretty and they cry sometimes and howl because they cant look like other girls who looks more than fine... and so on.<br />
why are you so complexed ? u look fine. the secret it's too accept ourselves i know that it's hard sometimes but u r u not another one and that's magic because ur unik and if everyone use the plastic surgery we'll be all the same, we''ll got all the same ******* face the same ******* smile and it's pity because what makes a man falls in love with a girl is her authenticity and her uniqueness<br />
just don't forget that ur fabulous and nobody can deny it because you are you and not another ^^ <br />
so smile and keep smiling because u had wast a lot of time on blaming ur self to be u and no other person ^^ and good luck