Why Not Enough?
Every time someone hurts me the only thing I ever ask is why? I want to know what's wrong with me that makes that person feel like Im not enough, like Im not needed, that I cant be Loved. I never used to feel like i was unlovable before. I felt as normal as the next person confident about who I was. Than I kept getting crushed by everyone. Insulted, Laughed at, Bullied, Lied to, The worst Cheated on.how could I be so unlovable to the point where Im so not enough that they had to cheat? I want to know what I am missng as a person what the heck it is i need to change to be enough! I WANT TO BE LOVED. for once I want someone to feel for me as I do for them not a huge contrast of love and caring from my side and little to none on the other. I dont want to be someone's back up or last option I dont understand why that is what I am to people. BEING UNLOVABLE SUCKS