My Everyday Terrible Awful Life

allow me to start in sixth grade where the first girl i asked out claimed to be lesbian

the second girl told me to wait til 7th grade and then she sai that she wanted to brutally murder

me for no good reason. and the third girl i asked was very cool about it and she said that she knew i liked her

and to spare me heartache that she would of said no anyway.

then my parents got divorced and my world was upside down

but even before that i would cry myself to sleep every night

and wake up with a bloody nose. i am positive i am unlovable

because i have put out for over 25 years and no girl has ever said yes

i am 38 years old and unlovable.

Feb 17, 2010