My Mother

She is an abusive alcohol and narcotic user who on many occasions has tried to murder when I try to leave the house. I've finally found the courage to move out of that house, but I keep finding myself feeling guilty for leaving her alone. I know that if I had stayed I would be miserable an perhaps even dead, but I can't help feeling this way. The few people I confide in tell me how I have every right to hate her, they just don't understand, they never will. I just hope one day I'll learn to care about myself and my well-being for once in my life.
Gaspar13 Gaspar13
18-21, M
Jan 20, 2013