Hurt From Birth

My parents divorced when I was two years old. My father just vanished from then.. He was the first man to hurt me and he just opened up the door for every other man to hurt me. When I give my heart to someone, boyfriend, friend or familly member I give it 1oo% but they always give me their last minute or some remote part of their heart. I live half way round the world from my familly now but If I don't call or email 1st, noone thinks of me. I guess it was a curse from birth, My mother did tell me once that I was a mistake.. Unfortunately a baby is an Irreversible error. So here I am, stuck in the world, apparently beautiful and attractive but I guess I'm not a strong enough magnet to have a long-lasting hold on anyone!
Laurretta Laurretta
18-21, F
2 Responses Jul 12, 2010

I took a quantum leap on my ex... but He didnt catch me.. but I guess, looking back, he was the wrong guy for me and I was simply infatuated!

hi Lauretta! what about expect another thing?? make a quantum leap! ^^,<br />
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*hugs*