Everyone Is Out To Hurt Me......I believe everyone is out to emotionally hurt me, because it has been happening to me for most of my life. It seems like I have been attracted to dysfunctional people who have taken advantage of my kindness and caring due to having a gentle heart. There was a time in my life where I felt I could trust everyone ( including complete strangers), but now I don't know who to trust. Someone once told me how sensitive and sweet woman I was, but whenever I find someone who I think might be interested in having a friendship with me they turn out to be the wrong type of person. Why do I keep attracting these losers into my life. And after they had taken advantage of me and have physically abandoned me I still seem to want them in my life, but this is mostly men who I have had romantic relationships with who I become emotionally involved with.
But now I have come to conclusion I don't need anyone in my life especially if all they want to do is take advantage of me and then walk out of my life. I always believed that people came into my life for a reason, but I have not seen why these people were coming into my life. Unless I am repeating an old unhealthy pattern that goes back to having dysfunctional parents. And that I keep thinking that this time it will definitely be different this time I will get it right. I somehow think I can make it right and have that special relationship I have always dreamed of having, but every time I just set myself up to be emotionally hurt and then abandoned again.
Sara600 56-60, F 5 Responses 1 Oct 18, 2010